I know that it’s been a while since I’ve written, and tonight I just find myself feeling…I don’t know if I even have the right word to explain. Just weary of certain things and not sure what I should be doing with myself and my life. I just feel like I’m caught in the middle with so many things…graduated but without a job, volunteering at Young Life but without a niche, friends far but not friends near…I guess I just have this feeling of longing…part of it probalby has to do with the fact that I haven’t had quality quiet time with God in a long time. A large part of it is that I’m sure. Anyway, I think it’s time God and I go have a good conversation and catch up. He’s the one who knows my heart and can put me at ease…